I can’t hold it any more.
I can’t hold the words in my mouth.
I can’t hold the image in my eyes,
of that that I’ve daydreamed for long now.
I can’t keep waiting for something that I’ve already gave up,
I can’t attach to that that already flew with the currents of life.
It time for me to say goodbye.
I am just a dreamer of passions,
and an insane adventurer of lust,
I am just a story teller that resides in own world.
I got one thousand and one story in my brain,
many of them that were left with great shame.
I have many illusions that were erased because of expectations,
but all are kept in my head with great faith.
Yet it is time to say goodbye.
Distracted, detached from life.
I feel like in a limbo where all I want is to be fine.
I search for the answer in remote places from my hands.
I think that a smile can be found from that that I want.
But what I want is far far away.
I want that which will never be mine.
So it is easy to say, and easier to understand.
I need to detach if I want to be all that I can be.
So it is time to say goodbye.
So goodbye, fall free with no fear.
No need to attach any longer for now I am free.
So goodbye, a nostalgic wave and a sight.
I know that platonic dreams are meant to remind us that we are alive.
Jose Andres Arvide